If I wore my emotions on my sleeve, would I be easier to love?. I find my self drifting further away because I feel misunderstood. I decide to open up, I get disappointed. I immerse my self in my work, and I’m told money isn’t everything. I say: I don’t care about money, I’m just Self-Reliant.
I’m asked: Oh so you don’t need anyone?. I ask: Why is my being self-reliant offensive?. I’m told: You need a vacation. I say: Yes that’s a good idea. I’m told: Just as long as it’s convenient for everyone. I ask: What do you want from me? I’m told: You’re too sensitive, and you work too much. I say: Yeah that’s true, I’m working on cutting back on work, and being less affected by others. I’m told: As long as you don’t become selfish. I ask: Can I just be me?, Why is being my self not good enough?. I’m asked: Huh?, What are you talking about? I never said you shouldn’t be your self. I say: Oh ok, as long as I’m who you want me to be, then i can be my self? I’m told: You’re just being difficult. I say: It’s just another Friday.
Have a wonderful 4th weekend!
<3 Shaaz <3